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Blog #8: Finding a Job is so hard :(

I want to give up. I dont know if I should make this post public or what.
after a few days or weeks, I may read this post again and laugh at myself.
but for now.... this is how I feel. I want to cry my eyes out :(.

I just had an interview with this company and the only company I want to work for.
this may sound embarassing but here it goes..
It was a panel interview which means theres more people interviewing you when usually theres only one.
I was so nervous that my hands were shaking and couldnt speak........ and when the interview was
over, my tears just started falling.. It was so embarassing. I tried to calm myself down and keep telling myself that I should stop. I didn't know why I was crying.. maybe because I couldnt speak? I couldnt answer the questions flawlessly as I planned? at that moment, I wanted to go out and cry myself to sleep out of embarrasment.

After the interview, they tested me and asked to do a little task with some papers and left me alone in an empty room, I was sitting beside the window and it was raining.. I didn't brought an umbrella with me and told my self... shit...

Inside that room, I was telling my self, 'why?? why cry??'
I knew that I screwed it up and never going to get this job anyways and just wanted to finish this papers as soon as I can and just walk out..

after a 30 mins or so, finally... (it was still raining)
and i'm out.. getting out of there feels like forever..
time to cry my eyes out... and nothing came out. huh?

walking home, I called my boyfriend..
and started crying after him picking up..
didn't really help to make me feel better T__T
walking down halfway, while crying, the rain became heavier.. I was soaking wet and felt crap.
got by the door.. and the rain stopped. thinking.. why me?? :( :( :(

and now making myself feel better by watching variety shows.
typing this.... and hungry....  honestly im not sure why im writing this. but.. sigh..
fine. I won't give up get myself together.. get some food.. and have a good laugh 
and i'll be fine.. (hopefully). I want to say more but im gonna stop now.
bye.

-me.

Blog #7: What to do on my Birtday T_T

In less than two weeks (17th).. im going to be 20..

Im not sure what to do to make it more special..

thinking about going to a theme park and enjoy being a teenager.

I know I should think about my 21st more but im leaving my teenage dream (?) lol.

T____T

what to do.....
help?

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Blog #6: Celebrating My Little Sister's Birthday! ♥

Happy 16th Birthday my lovely sister! :) 

and if you're celebrating your Birthday too, then
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRRRLL!! or boy! :D
wishing you guys a happy, healthy and wonderful life! ♥ 

her cute Hello Kitty candles ♥

Criselda~ 

Blog #5: SASA - Damaged Items

17.08.12
I'm so dissapointed :(
I just got my order today; 15 mins ago.
Theres one product that was open and it spilled all over the place :(
all other items are soaked :(

I just contacted them and im waiting for their reply.
please don't tell me they will just ignore and tell me they can't do anything about it!
gosh. It's not like I payed $5 for these :(.
so upset right now.

I'll be able to tell how they handle these kind of situations in a few days.
I'll update this post for information.


Update: 
22.08.12 - 8:28pm
They e-mailed me today saying
to help them investigate, take photos showing the defects and they'll inform me 
accordingly (maybe again after a few days?). Good thing I took photos right after opening the package.

Now I'm waiting for their reply on what to do next.
*sigh..

23.08.12 - 12:30pm
They apologized and decided to refund the damaged item; couldn't be more happier :)
yay. lovin SASA <3

Criselda. ♥

Blog#4: Sorry i broke your......

 Dear iPhone,
after 2 and a half years of being together..
sharing photos, browsing internet, video, facebook etc..
I sooo sorry.. T____T I didn't mean to..
I'm so glad youre still okay after that accident. From now on, I will take care of you more than 
I did yesterday.. again i'm sorry.

People who broke their iPhones must be like ~ 
*sigh

Still.. SMILE :) ♥

Criselda ~

Blog#3: Keep going, Don't Stop.

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Do what makes you happy.

Be Strong.

and Believe.

It's going to be alright.

Pray.

and ofcouse, SMILE :)

Lots of Love
Criselda~

Blog#2: Wedding!! (not mine) :P

Sharing some pictures from my friend's wedding <3

The girls

The boys

the Cake

Love birds and their baby boy <3

My Love :)

wooo yes! thats our ride! :D

Can't wait to get married (7 years more:P)
Don't rush and wait for the right one :)
<3 much love guys! 

~ Criselda

Blog#1: Thoughts about the controversy of T-ara Bullying Hwayoung

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T-ara
(Left to Right - Hwayoung, Hyomin, Qri, Boram, Soyeon, Jiyeon, Eunjung and new member Ahreum)

Pretty Hwayoung (Twitter)

1st of all I was shocked about Hwayoung leaving T-ara.
2nd, the Bullying starts spreading out all over internet; Hwayoung being bullied.

I am not a fan of T-ara but I do LOVE them and their songs.
I've learned to love Hyomin because of Invincible Youth Season 1
I've liked Jiyeon because of Dream High 2
and Eunjung for We Got Married
and to hear this makes me sad, upset and kind of angry.
to be honest, at first, I was so shocked that I didn't believe what I've read about this.
but the Netizens dig up some evidence of this Bullying. and this saddens me.
Hyomin, Jiyeon, Eunjung, Boram and Soyeon were the ones who mistreats Hwayoung. Thankfully Qri is not one of them. From what i've seen Jiyeon is the 'baddest'.

Hwayoung will leave T-ara:
http://www.allkpop.com/2012/07/breaking-ccm-announces-hwayoung-will-leave-t-ara

Blogs I've read: T-ara mistreating Hwayoung/Bullied:
http://forums.allkpop.com/threads/hwayoungs-bullying-evidence-pictures-videos.19626/

http://netizenbuzz.blogspot.co.uk/2012/07/compilation-of-t-aras-bullying-history.html?m=1

http://www.allkpop.com/2012/07/t-aras-former-back-up-dancer-claims-jiyeon-once-slapped-hwayoung

Read:
http://www.allkpop.com/2012/07/t-ara-controversy-cliff-notes-edition

These are just some of them; there's more.


I am not a fan. but what about the fans of T-ara? must be so upset.
Im worried about their next comeback/promotions in August.
hoping that this ends and the TRUTH will be revealed soon.


for now.. I am not happy for T-ara.
I will never support who is/are Bully.